165cm/5ft5 Full Silicone Japanese Sex Doll – Mizushima Suzuran: A Tired Blogger’s Notebook

I’ll just say it: reviewing a full silicone Japanese sex doll is not what I pictured myself doing at thirty-seven.

And yet, here we are. If you're exploring quality japanese sex doll, you'll find plenty of options worth considering. The Mizushima Suzuran—165cm (5'5") of Elsababe silicone, big breast, custom options and all—showed up at my door in a box that made the neighbors stare. Or maybe they were staring at me? Hard to tell these days.

Weighty Realities (Literally)

Honestly, nobody mentions this enough—the weight. These things are heavy. Like, 68-77 lbs (31-35kg) heavy if you’re talking about this Elsababe doll 165 model. It’s not like moving furniture but...it’s also not not like moving furniture. I remember thinking I’d just pop her out of the box and set her up in five minutes flat. Nope.

Dragging her upstairs was awkward as hell. You start questioning your life choices somewhere between step four and five—panting, arms burning, hoping no one calls you mid-haul because how do you explain this? “Sorry mom, can’t talk now, wrestling a high quality sex doll.” Yeah.

The Customization Rabbit Hole

You ever try customizing something online at midnight? That’s when you make weird decisions. With the Elsababe large breast option for Suzuran...well, let’s just say restraint wasn’t my strong suit that night.

The site offers all sorts of tweaks: skin tone shades I didn’t know existed, eye colors that look straight out of an anime convention, even wig styles that probably cost more than my last haircut. It gets overwhelming fast if you’re indecisive or tired (I was both).

But it does feel kind of wild to pick exactly what you want from a female sex doll—down to fingernail color or freckle placement if you dig deep enough into custom menus.

Texture & Touch: Not Quite What You Expect

If anyone tells you a silicone sex doll feels exactly like real skin—they’re exaggerating or haven’t touched enough people lately. The Mizushima Suzuran is soft-ish and warm once she’s been in your room for a bit (room temperature matters), but there’s still that slightly rubbery thing going on.

Still...it’s impressive how far these dolls have come compared to those old vinyl ones people used to joke about at parties years ago. This actually looks human from most angles—which is equal parts cool and unsettling after dark when shadows hit funny.

Price Tag Shock & Discount Temptations

$2001-2500 for a lady sex doll isn’t pocket change unless you’re living some other life than mine (if so: congrats). But then they dangle stuff like “13% off” banners and gift card raffles in your face while you browse late at night—and suddenly it doesn’t seem so impossible anymore.

I did use a gift card to enter their doll raffle because why not? If fate wants me to own two full body sex dolls...guess that’s just where the universe wants me right now.

An Offbeat Moment: The Storage Dilemma

Here’s something nobody warns you about—a big breast sex doll takes up space even when she isn’t being “used.” Closet? Awkward if someone visits unexpectedly (“Whoops! That’s just my...uh...mannequin?”). Bed? Wakes me up sometimes with an elbow jab because I forget she’s there.

One time I tried propping her behind a curtain during a Zoom call and spent half the meeting worried someone would spot her hand poking out like some horror movie extra.

Unexpected Upside (Sort Of)

Weirdly enough—I started noticing less loneliness on nights when insomnia hits hard. There’s something oddly comforting about having another shape in the room; maybe it tricks your brain into feeling less isolated?

Not saying everyone needs an Elsababe silicone doll for emotional support but hey—it surprised me too.

Am I Recommending This?

Hmm, maybe not exactly recommending—more like reporting back from the trenches here. If you're curious about japanese sex dolls or considering dropping cash on something from the 160-169cm/5ft3-5ft6 range, know what you're getting into: weight-lifting practice included free of charge; customization rabbit holes; storage puzzles; moments of accidental companionship; price tags softened by occasional discounts if you're patient enough to wait for them.

Anyway—I need coffee before writing anything else today.